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He:
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Why are you pushing me away? Don't
do that. Just because I can't write letters to you like you do, doesn’t mean
that you don’t mean anything to me
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She:
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It's not you. It's because of me
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He:
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So you agree that you are shutting
me out?
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She:
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I have to
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He:
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What is the compulsion?
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She:
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Fear
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He:
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Fear of future, I guess. Look, I
don't know what future holds for us. But does that mean we should give up
what we have today?
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She:
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I fear myself. Being
drawn to somebody I've known just for a few months, having compassion
beyond recognizable levels, ready to give up my ego so easily and the
comfort level of sharing the darkest edges of my life. I fear losing myself
while I discover our similarities and marvel at our differences. I fear losing
myself in the attachment I have with you for I get absorbed in it every passing minute.
This post is written as a part of April A to Z Challenge - 2015
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Tuesday, 14 April 2015
L - Losing Myself
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We all lose ourselves at some point...lovely read, thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteThank you. Glad you liked it :)
DeleteThis was me a few years ago. And then I found someone who helped me find me :)
ReplyDeleteHappy that you could find somebody like that Soumya :)
DeleteThat's the fear almost everyone of us have at the beginning of our relationship. But with the right partner, everything seems just fine..
ReplyDeleteCheers
Well, let's hope everything turns out to be okay for them too Geetika :)
DeleteLosing oneself is inevitable I guess. But with the right person it won't be called losing. ;)
ReplyDeleteWell.. You could say that too !!
DeleteWe eventually lose ourselves for someone but still hold on within....
ReplyDeleteIf only we could Sushree !!
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