Tuesday 14 April 2015

L - Losing Myself

He:
Why are you pushing me away? Don't do that. Just because I can't write letters to you like you do, doesn’t mean that you don’t mean anything to me
She:
It's not you. It's because of me
He:
So you agree that you are shutting me out?
She:
I have to
He:
What is the compulsion?
She:
Fear
He:
Fear of future, I guess. Look, I don't know what future holds for us. But does that mean we should give up what we have today?

She:
I fear myself. Being drawn to somebody I've known just for a few months, having compassion beyond recognizable levels, ready to give up my ego so easily and the comfort level of sharing the darkest edges of my life. I fear losing myself while I discover our similarities and marvel at our differences. I fear losing myself in the attachment I have with you for I get absorbed in it every passing minute.


This post is written as a part of April A to Z Challenge - 2015






















10 comments:

  1. We all lose ourselves at some point...lovely read, thanks for sharing!

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  2. This was me a few years ago. And then I found someone who helped me find me :)

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    1. Happy that you could find somebody like that Soumya :)

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  3. That's the fear almost everyone of us have at the beginning of our relationship. But with the right partner, everything seems just fine..

    Cheers

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    1. Well, let's hope everything turns out to be okay for them too Geetika :)

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  4. Losing oneself is inevitable I guess. But with the right person it won't be called losing. ;)

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  5. We eventually lose ourselves for someone but still hold on within....

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